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Charles Herbert

is originally from Richmond, Virginia. He lives and works in Charleston, South Carolina. His work has recently appeared, or is forthcoming, in Spoon River Poetry Review,Yemassee, and The Tulane Review, among other places. He is an MFA candidate at The Bennington Writing Seminars.






The Wind in Our Letters
                                                                                     

I

A glow: an emanation,

an elegance of hunger

that only a pill will fix.

An unconscionable festering.

A disservice.

A black hole of enthusiasm

that refuses to bend to the will

of stability mills.

A bare deciduous forest breathing

a wake-up touch

to the face; then an emergence

from the curtains

to an empty auditorium.

II

We are the ringleaders of transfer,

polymaths of pain boiling

in the wake of a cargo ship

carrying empty containers.

Grief becomes the floor’s

spilled drink.

As the Blank Pages

full of blank names pile

on your doorstep, you

become a satellite in orbit,

turned off forever –

unable to either send

or receive signals. Consider this

a portrait of yourself as city-state.

III

This is the dreaded call

for you to stop

composing nocturnes.

Be aware of the triumph, though:

the C-4 belt is strapped

to my waist, and I will explode

up into the Malibu marine layer,

where the blimps that lobotomize

Los Angeles will break

my condensation

and return me as rain.





Longing
                                                                                     Charles Herbert

We tied our thoughts

to balloons and urged them

skyward—frightened missives

of belief whose messages

were clear: For every silence

there is an equal and opposite

longing.

Light blinked

off the cold water, where waves

crashed with the metronome

of breath. The buoy in the bay

held barking sea lions with faces

compressed into

facsimiles of discontent.

We gazed past them at the parachutes

raining down, and learned

to take the hurt.


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Peycho Kanev

is the author of 4 poetry collections and two chapbooks. He has won several European awards for his poetry and he’s nominated for the Pushcart Award and Best of the Net. Translations of his books will be published soon in Italy, Poland and Russia. His poems have appeared in more than 900 literary magazines, such as: Poetry Quarterly, Evergreen Review, Hawaii Review, Cordite Poetry Review, Sheepshead Review, Off the Coast, The Adirondack Review, The Coachella Review, Two Thirds North, Sierra Nevada Review, The Cleveland Review and many others.


Consequence
                                                                                       Peycho Kanev

The soldier walks through
the field.
Dead, 
but alive,
alive,
but dead.
The medal weighs on his chest
as he walks slowly.
Oh, he is so thin.
So unbelievable skinny.
The dry hand of hunger is 
stuck in his belly.
But he continues with his slow
walk.
Dead, 
but alive,
alive,
but dead.
And all around him is silence.

Bone silence.



Silence
                                                                                       Peycho Kanev

The stone is a mirror,
but it only reflects dark images.

If the lonely man jumps off 
the bridge, if the little girl 
gets gored by a angry bull, 
if the soldier falls in mud,
it says nothing at all.

The stone is a mute witness 
of the centuries with a diary
in his back pocket.

In the night the stone goes
through it’s writings and thinks
about it, everything that was
and will never be again.

The silence inside him is endless,
but one still can find in it,
some memories of everything,
some memories of nothing.



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Jessica K. Hylton

writes most of her work while driving.  She has wrecked three cars, but she finished her dissertation.
Her work can be seen in the Commonline Journal, Buried Letter Press, and Pure Fantasy and Science-Fiction.  She also is the head editor of Fermata Publishing and the Southwestern Review.


Birdbrained Emotions     (44 Lines)

They say to get over someone

You're supposed to pick up a new hobby

And apparently the most cathartic

Are the hobbies where you make something

So you bring a woodworking bench

Past the film cameras, the roller skates, the bass guitar

And hope that a new birdhouse

Will take away memories

Better than the temporary

Reprieve granted by neon flavored shots

And long legs that walk in directions

You don't really want to go

But one birdhouse only leads to another

A gateway carpentry

And pretty soon the whole living room

Is filled with 353 birdhouses

Then you realize you don't even like birds

Fucking feathered freaks that shit on their own food

Why do they deserve to live in such palaces

While you can barely afford a one bedroom apartment

That smells of burnt out cigarettes and stale new beginnings

In fact you hate birds

You think about taking all the houses

Outside and lighting them on fire

To be rid of the clutter

But while you're looking for matches

You run across a keepsake that you shouldn't still keep

And pretty soon you're staring at a blank text message

Trying to think of the right thing to say to the wrong person

Thinking honesty is the best option

You start typing out "I mis--"

But you can't even stand to look at the words

As if somehow seeing them makes

Them more real and you know honesty

Is only appreciated by hearts that want to beat

Not by those looking for refuge behind walls

You throw the phone across

The birdhouse mountain range

And do the only thing you know

How to do at this point

Start on number 354


 

Daddy’s Gun     (36 Lines)

My butt smacked head sends me

Spinning to the ground

Where the grass paints

My blue jeans green

You present a barrel

Inches from my face

Long and smooth

I clasp my hands

An unwilling disciple

Worshiping its very existence

Mere prayers hardly satisfy

Your lust

Receive the body of Christ

My child

Unholy communion

Penetrates

My thoughts

Don’t worry

I will not gag

On your religion

I’ve seen the light

You come for

My sins

Buckshot loaded with

Apostles

I want to go home

Sweet Ithaca

My creator will

Send me

Once his moment

Of divinity has passed

I touch my face

My hand wet with

Eruption

But dear Father

Is it me or is it you?




April 16, 2006     (32 Lines—one for each victim)

On April 16, 2007 Seung-Hu Cho killed 32 people in the bloodiest school shooting to date.  April 16, 2006, he was just another English major.

 

He looked at his feet when he walked

As if somehow he could convince

Himself he was going somewhere

Other than the fourth seat in the back

Row of our contemporary fiction course 

I’d always try to look uninterested

Shuffling papers as I fed

On his look of absolute disappointment

He finally unglued his eyes

From his shoes to see that tired orange chair

He was weird and he stank

Of ridicule most of the time

He sat quietly inhaling our insults

And exhaling his own insecurities

He tried not to talk but when he did

It came out jumbled

Sideways

The only English major who couldn’t

Actually speak the language

But we needed him just as much as he needed

To watch

No one can stand as tall on their own

As they can when they’ve trampled

Someone else

I looked to our leader

She sat straight backed in the front of the room

“This is some of the worst writing I have ever seen”

He squirmed his ability to transport himself

Elsewhere thwarted by his sitting position

We all stared

Waiting for him

To make a move.


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Jim Davis
is a graduate of Knox College and an MFA candidate at Northwestern University. Jim lives, writes, and paints in Chicago, where he edits North Chicago Review. His work has received Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net nominations, and has appeared inWisconsin Review, Seneca Review, Adirondack Review, The Midwest Quarterly, and Columbia College Literary Review, among others. In addition to the arts, Jim is a teacher, coach, and international semi-professional football player. 

Back
                                                                                             

after James Schuyler

from the Park-Schreck Gallery, North Ave.: Titian

           sunset, nudes abstracte

                                                                              d

What’s with art anyway, that we give it such

primacy. Sunset. I used to live

in a 2-flat on Seminary, before that a townhouse

in Milford Greens, whose composite walls

could not stop smell, where green omni-

presented itself like a fit of uncontrol

& beer, whisperings of nettle soup we couldn’t

stand, under-seasoned so bad it stung, we settled

for potato boxty. Back now from the Park-

Schreck Gallery, Sushi Nori where I ordered 

sweet potato maki to go. There’s a girl waiting for me

under the beige comforter that’s beginning to smell

like her and I fiddle in my pocket

for more meter-quarters, buy time, sit 

in the pink-orange light of the world turning over alone.

A lone smudge of light on a face, ending as it began.

A loon goes crazy from boredom, sitting on its eggs

through lifetimes. I decide to pick her a Dog

Rose & wreath it in Ground Ivy, sprinkle little stars

of ash from settled train sparks. By the time I finish

my arrangement, she’ll be gone. In the morning

                                   I’ll be glad to have fresh linen.







Octopus

                                                                                                

Cup holders, invisible cups. Eating baby

carrots reading comic books thinking of cup

holders, invisible cups. Dig an ice pick in

a couplet for every poem is ars

poetic, the way each breath is living.

You can fold anything into a swan.

The cracked ancillary ego of one who says

I am this and you are everything

has the ability to fill your eyeballs

with transmuted versions of the extinct

oceans of our moon. Strife is a band

I never bought into, though black Xs on 

an old pair of gloves would disagree.

Anything structured strophically brings me to

cup holders, invisible cups. Staring into abyss where

we open and close like a grab through water.
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Brittany Fonte 
holds an MFA in Creative Writing, Fiction. She has published three books: Buddha in My Belly (poetry collection), Fighting Gravity (YA book) and A.K.A. Charming (fiction). She is also a finalist for the 2014 Lambda Literary Award for her editing work on Flicker and Spark: A Contemporary Queer Anthology of Spoken Word and Poetry. She is currently working on a Middle Grade novel about a young zombie adopted by a single mother.

“Buddha Said”

The thickness of my thighs, exaggerated in your eyes, leads me to lying: “What’s on the inside is what counts,” or “There’s someone for everyone in this world,” unless you’re fat. Or matted in social awkwardness. Or your teeth are minus dental care (braces), or you have unwanted facial hair. Or you are too pale, differently-abled, then not white, but sable, or have asymmetrical breasts. Let’s face it—Our looks are a social test.

My kin had better skin, then, than I do, now. And less of it—stretched over a 5’10” frame coddled for aesthetic fame as a model. Or…a lure for buying hot pants, Pepsi rants and satin under things. But she has since passed—from long-term amnesia, or using plastic in the microwave, or forgetting-all-of-the-things in geriatric anesthesia. She was my first best friend and my heart will not mend from this loss. My cost for life is this: I am under 5’7”. Heaven knows I hold full loaves, not simply muffin tops. But. I remember her, remember how to eat, love. And. I. Am. Enough.

I have to believe this—because my daughter is watching me; she is three. She believes that I know the answers to the ultimate questions. That I am a rock star, the resurrection of all that is wise. I am a loving mommy despite my wide hips. Despite my candy-bowl dips and greedy lips. I am perfect even when I am stressed about three jobs, two kids, a dying cat. She is listening when I say I am fat, order fat-free, refuse to celebrate what God and Buddha have given to me. She is mimicking me: pinching arm debris, turning bedroom lights off so a spouse cannot see, sucking in a naval, hoping for some kind of halo to appear. She is learning my fear.

So I must rewrite, revise, realize that single cells of cellulite do not make “me,” or the “we” that we hope to see. Blubber is not what counts on the inside; and not everyone searches for that which is airbrushed and retouched. Perfection can never be touched. Unless she is three, and her soul has not yet seen what commercials redeem in Botox and appetite-curbing drops, racism and classism, anti-Semitism. I want her to envision self-esteem, for what we think we become. 

(Please, let none of her thoughts be that she is less than worthy.)





“PTS Me”

i am illiterate 
i admit nothing, and spit 
rhyme when kneading this:
the graffiti 
on your bikini line
that has moved the atoms 
in my mind 
i can sign on the… 

i need Braille or shrapnel, though, 
and am shell-shocked by the lot of 
this: something old, something new--
in you, something borrowed from a past, 
and haste, 
and the taste or view of

gates to heaven without you, 
or glue 
i am screwed/turned/
hell is what one learns 
when she is brewed 
and blue for shame 
steeped in maimed words 

she is ripped because she 
can’t read Nair, 
there is my short-sight 
and finger tips
buried (right) in your hair, 
locks = scared to open or be cracked, 
trauma is trauma, post, past, or 

(this is fire and brimstone
phoenix love
and smack is just as potent)

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Ndaba Sibanda is a Zimbabwean-born writer. He is one of the most prolific poets to emerge from that Southern African country.

 A former National Arts Merit Awards (NAMA) nominee, Ndaba’s poems, essays and short stories have appeared in numerous journals and magazines across the globe.  His  anthology, The Dead Must Be Sobbing was published in March 2013.  Ndaba`s  debut novel,Timebomb has been accepted for publication in the UK.  His latest anthology , Time To Walk The Talk will be published in 2014 by Red Dashboard.

   Birthday Cake Catastrophe




They called it diabolic and shocking

 

A grisly birthday cake made of her detached leg

 

The cake artist spent several hours crafting that cake

 

The leg was credible, with red tattoos dotted on a bloody board

 

A banner adorned on the base screamed: ‘This is a special happy birthday ‘

 

The invitees came in droves but upon catching sight of the ghastly cake they quickly

 

Disappeared. Not even her boyfriend or close relatives wanted to have anything to do with

 

That cake, let alone eat it. Some of her relatives disowned her yet others just condemned her .She felt like an unwanted outcast and cried hysterically for hours on end without anyone coming to comfort her

The Magic Of Snowflakes And Diamonds

 
I take a rather slow
move
toward the magic of the snow

l hear the shrill voices of those

                      citizens you have been snowed in
or indeed snowed under

 My fascination -
the frozen and crystalline state
of water that falls as precipitation

 Having no clear idea of a crystal

                               or crystalline solid

                               or the process of

 crystal growth
or crystallization
or solidification

 However-
clearly craving for a sight

              of crystal twins!
those that  are often
symmetrically intergrown
they just grow on me

l marvel at common crystals like

                             snowflakes

                             diamonds

                             and table salt
It would be cool if l went more into
a world inside the flake
a new world
a place that is essentially
 warmer than we imagine

Oh what magic!

The Oddity`s Presence

The eyes shone with a measure of baffling shyness
Seemingly menacing eyes that rolled in their sockets  

The head was human except that it was tiny like
A little child`s big rocking and twisting doll`s skull

It sat on a boulder smoking a strange odorless cigar
The hill with its trees looked awesome that night

It greeted me by my name in accented Ndebele!
Then it smiled childishly and switched on to English

It told me about other peoples and planets far away
It said earthly people knew little about extraterrestrial life

When it said it was looking for a wife to capture and marry
I simply froze for a while before asking to be quietly excused!

It laughed a long but shrill laugh and said knowledge was power
Then while l was still wondering feverishly l saw it fly away on a shiny kite!

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Robert S. King, a native Georgian, now lives in the mountains near Hayesville, NC. His poems have appeared in hundreds of magazines, including California Quarterly, Chariton Review, Hollins Critic, Kenyon Review, Lullwater Review, Main Street Rag, Midwest Quarterly, Negative Capability, Southern Poetry Review, and Spoon River Poetry Review. He has published three chapbooks (When Stars Fall Down as Snow, Garland Press 1976; Dream of the Electric Eel, Wolfsong Publications 1982; and The Traveller’s Tale, Whistle Press 1998). His full‐length collections are The Hunted River and The Gravedigger’s Roots, both in 2nd editions from FutureCycle Press, 2012; and One Man's Profit from Sweatshoppe Publications, 2013. Two new collections are forthcoming in 2014 from Sybaritic Press and Glass Lyre Press. Robert’s personal website is www.robertsking.com.

 

Voices from the Storm

Rain strikes down with a hissing of snakes,
splashes up as shards of my mirror,
so loud I cannot hear the future breaking.
The storm in my head is blowing
fragile dancers apart, a universe
of pieces expanding.

Even on clear nights, glass stars
rain down in shatter. Feathers fall
like rocks and old apples full of holes.
Doors slam through the hallways of covered ears.
A lost wind tears itself into four directions,
each whispering a secret to a wormhole.

I piece back a jigsaw image in the glass,
facing myself too close for comfort.
In the loud storm of my life, I cannot hear
my own thoughts or read my lips, but I’ll listen
to the end for the greater voice singing
in the calm eye of the storm, giving melody
and meaning to these serpents of rain,
to this puzzle of noise and clumsy dance.

Mother

―for Mildred Jones King, d. 1988, age 68

As long as I have a life, you have an afterlife.
Your ghost still remembers birthdays―
your breath blows out one candle at a time,
leaving me enough light for another dream
to come true. I still hear those days dawning―
you on the creaky floors, eggs sunny side up
and bacon popping, coffee pot grumbling,
biscuits rising early while the hoarse rooster
clears his throat in perfect weather.

Even today, your only hunger begs for more
than my black sheep’s heart can give:
that I feed my soul with holy light
from He who gives more than expected back.

Mother, you’ve earned your rest.
Know that I seek communion in all of nature,
and my lack of faith is not a lack of virtue.
Know that my dark heart is just as true as yours,
and my rule is golden too. If there is a God
who made the rule, He surely declared
Let there be two of everything:
To understand the light,
one must know the darkness well.

Shadow Sharing

Beneath a winter moon we share a dark coat,
each wrapped in a vow to keep the other
alive if not warm. The snow beneath
our feet drifts in white lies,
settles like eggshells to walk on.

Neither of us knows the way home.
We only know to keep our hands
in our pockets and to ourselves,
to stand near but not too close
to the campfire.

We both know the way to places we cannot go.
As the stars and moon like possibilities
hide behind the mountain,
we both know the places
where regret nags, dreams freeze,
and hope crackles down in fire.
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Ariana D. Den Bleyker
 is a Pittsburgh native that currently resides in Upstate New York. She is the author of several chapbooks and collections and the founder of ELJ Publications, LLC and Editor-in-Chief of Emerge Literary Journal and scissors & spackle. She can be found at www.arianaddenbleyker.com


My Womb

I want to be black in a cluster of stars.
I want to know the catastrophes of life.
I want to know just where I can’t belong,
spilling over waterfalls every moment
the god I believe in cries for me. Anger
doesn’t cry for me when I have nothing
new to say. The sky is a furnace; time my womb.
There are planets out there with different
names and places to go where silence
is all there is—into the ether, into dreams,
laying in spaces that can’t change, bright
as yellow, wayward. I could never be them,
be more than what I am—never—because
there is only so many forces of sound wetting
my mouth, distant nebulas exploding inside
the same universe, regenerating energy,
forming black holes, life curled up inside,
rolling, elbows searching, waiting.


The Abortion

Even six months after,
I still self-consciously found myself
laying my hand on my stomach
as if you were still resting
there like an accidentally
swallowed peach pit.


The Photograph Taken with a Disposable Camera
in Newport, RI, October 13, 1996

The ocean is loaded, cocked, firing back
at us, the white caps eternally rolling in
across the sheets. We ride the waves,
the breaks, the rocky shoreline. The wind
forces open sails in the distance, tiny
boats like fingers clawing at us, kidnapping
the morning, the sun drifting toward us,
our eyes squinting to open. The wind
explodes from the glass, away from the wall,
looks us in the eyes, mulls over our crow’s feet,
laugh lines, tiny white hairs exposed rising,
reaching for the gulls in the crystal blue sky,
time kissing the rocks, us, spraying memory
up into our faces, into the places where you can
close your eyes and see what has left you
forever and what has remained for years
beside you.
 David Johnson
 grew up in Massachusetts and lives in Mississippi. 
His poems have appeared in several journals, including Stirring, Still, and The Bitter Oleander. He is currently a PhD candidate in creative writing at the Center for Writers at the University of Southern Mississippi.



Oracle

My great grandmother cries
under the black trees
in the starlight.
She screams that the rain won’t end,
that all the birds in our town
whisper evil languages.
There were five gold Buddhas
in my sister’s house,
she tells me, but dark times are here.
I touch her arm, and she trembles.


The First Night of Our Acquaintance

She was nude and singing.
Her hair pale, her hands
long to touch.
She pointed at my eyes.
What a time for jumping
out of mirrors backwards.
I’d do it, you know.
The glass can only break.
She had no reflection
if I held her.
Everything laughed.
When they guided her
away, my room turned
green and flickered.
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Rosie Garland
Born in London, England, Rosie has always been a cuckoo in the nest. She is an eclectic writer and performer and sings in cult gothic bandThe March Violets. She has five solo collections of poetry - the most recent being 'Everything Must Go' (Holland Park Press) - and is winner of the DaDa Award for Performance Artist of the Year and a Poetry Award from the People’s Café, New York.Her debut novel ‘The Palace of Curiosities’ was published in March 2013 by HarperCollins.

http://www.rosiegarland.com/

Defacing the Currency

The train slips loose of the South:
from its huts of knitted straw, tinder-dry,
from its crusts of mountains, walls of slapped plaster,
from its rumors of a wet season, its promise of rain.
We shudder past railway stations with faded names;
their paint exhausted by the sun's bombardment.
The soldier in the seat opposite leans into his radio,
face wide with news of the coup. He sucks his cigarette
to a red ember, unwraps a banknote
and burns a hole in the face of the President.
We head north into a barricade of thunderclouds
taking up positions around Khartoum, Omdurman.


Dark Matter

The night sky over Darfur overwhelms
with stars. It is so burdened, there are plans to cull
a quarter. A third. More. They will prune back
the constellations to their chief brightnessthe
named, the mapped- burn off the stubble
of the small, the feeble, the unclear.
Torch the unimportant to cinders.
They will dam the Milky Way, divert
its flow to those who appreciate fine light;
leaving the star-field uncluttered
for the Lords of the Blackness:
Antares, Altair, Arcturus; extending
ashy vacancies between these oases
in the night's new desert.
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Steve Klepetar 
teaches literature and creative writing at Saint Cloud State
University.  His work has appeared widely in the U.S. and abroad and has
received several nominations for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net. 
His most recent collections are Speaking to the Field Mice, from
Sweatshoppe Publications and Blue Season, a chapbook collaboration with
Joseph Lisowski, from mgvv2>publishing.














A Long Way Home

We may have walked too long
in the salmon pink of dawn.
Already small shoots of pain
grope along our shins, and our
ankles wobble, small above all
this badly balanced weight.
What strange bodies we have
grown. How light fixes upon
our hair, gleams in these
shallow-pale wells, mine blue
and empty as a small circle
of open sky, yours tinged green
and flecked with soft brown
of a doe’s sleek back.
How our hands tingle, our
fingers swell in this heat and sun.

What a long way home.
For weeks now, we have touched
a new way to feel, opening
from inside where these hearts
pump and lungs swell and collapse
in a rhythm driving upwards
toward these dense ears
and blurry brains, a musical,
muscular thud THUD, thud THUD
until the weary sweet surrender
pulling us down and inside
out into the images of night, white
trees and a lantern of moon, long
falling into each other’s burning tongues.


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William Doreski
lives in Peterborough, New Hampshire, and teaches at Keene State College. His most recent book of poetry is The Suburbs of Atlantis (2013). He has published three critical studies, including Robert Lowell’s Shifting Colors.  His essays, poetry, fiction, and reviews have appeared in many journals, including Massachusetts Review, Atlanta Review, Notre Dame Review, The Alembic, New England Quarterly, Worcester Review, Harvard Review, Modern Philology, Antioch Review, and  Natural Bridge









Caretaker of Rooms I Dread

Absorbing the stammer of crows
doesn't render me crowlike
but alerts me to nouns like roadkill
and decay.  August days whisper
of crickets and downloaded music
simpering through earbuds ro addle
the adolescent minds I expect
to teach the glories of Keats and Yeats.
Yet in my recurring dream of rooms
sprawling haunted down grave corridors
I detect a musty nostalgia
not for the dead but for the living.

Caretaker of these rooms I dread,
I pause to fumble for a light switch,
but the light casts shadows that move.
The crows at dawn dare me to follow
these creased and greasy shadows,
but the people who cast them live
far away, unaware they're haunting
rooms I dream of sweeping, vacuuming,
dusting and mopping once a week.

Emily the senior editor
cresting the San Francisco hills,
Karl the retired historian
fishing sluggish prairie rivers,
Ken winding down a career
in an elementary school framed
by puckered Connecticut hills,
Charlotte closing her restaurant
in a rich Atlanta suburb
after decades of rave reviews.

I recognize their shadows and hope
that by switching on the light
I'm not disturbing their sleep.
The crows have made enough noise
so fly off with a few last clucks.
Some morning I'll fail to exit
those dream-rooms, and maybe then
my lost friends will feel a tremor
or at least a gust of cold air
and realize some creepy place
somewhere has shut forever.


Night of the Bat

As I'm talking with Jeff a strange
young woman takes my hand.  We three
cross the plaza as a unit.  Rain
smuts the flagstones.  Maybe
this person has mistaken me
for her grandfather or maybe
her favorite professor, the one
who shuts himself in his office
with women students and offers
to trade good grades for favors.

At the entrance to the union
the hand-holder fades away
into the crowd.  Jeff still talks
about the bat in his classroom,
the panic that mobilized even
the drowsiest students.  We slip
through the big revolving door
and another shivering young woman
takes my hand as if compelled
to help me through the food court.

Jeff describes opening windows
to chase out the bat only
to allow a second one in.
The small hand is clammy in mine
and I glance at a wry blonde face
looking up in terror embossed
in the smudged but regular features.
Jeff has noticed the woman
but remains engrossed in his tale.
The bats escaped without harm
so he assigned his class to write
the story of the Night of the Bat.

As Jeff exhales his punch line
the hand-holder shies away,
but another replaces her
and we exit into early dusk
and cast a single faint shadow
on the sidewalk beside the gym.
The hand in mine is too flaccid
to belong to a living person --
yet the face, when I turn and face her,
wrenches with terror, compelling me
to imagine her muffled scream.

 

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Tobi Cogswell
is a three-time Pushcart nominee and a Best of the Net nominee.  Credits include or are forthcoming in various journals in the US, UK, Sweden and Australia.   In 2012 and 2013 she was short-listed for the Fermoy International Poetry Festival. Her fifth and latest chapbook is “Lit Up”, (Kindred Spirit Press).  She is the co-editor of San Pedro River Review (www.sprreview.com).










Lapses and Absences

She takes her heart out
holds it in her palms
she can still draw breath
the heart defending her
but not defining her
she feels like the heron
landing on a perfect lake
with perfect light, no language
to speak of just being.

She looks in wonder at it
beating there, palms up
in holy supplication
she can only see the hint of hands
beneath her fragile insides
turned and laid bare.

She is loved.  She is lost.
She has loved and lost.
She cannot bear to acknowledge grief,
rage with anger or tally up the losses,
she merely holds her heart with perfect posture
out of curiosity and defense
the missing part of her soul
holding her close.

And so she flies, her migration
on the wind she always
threatened to escape.
She wears her bruises
like beauty marks,
does not focus on them,
does not acknowledge them.
Absence merely means presence
somewhere else, and home
can be anywhere.
(Hot Metal Press, Autumn 2006)

Abandoned Mourning

"That was my favorite time", he said
"Before the ice of my heart chose a solitary path"
I thought we were two branches
aching to pull close and canopy our fragile selves
like two greedy hands extending
toward a
common
bowl of
mussels in Honfleur.
The foggy chill, the fire, un peu de creme upon the lip
forgotten in the being of it all.
surgically precise I carved my heart in the
wide barren-moonscape
of the emptiness surrounding Mont St. Michel.
And the tide washed it away
no sound
no whisper
For me it was not powerful until too late
"L'omelette du jour pour moi, s'il vous plait"
"C'est tout merci, je suis seule"

 How to Vanish

First, stop lookng in mirrors.
Make love to men only if they close their eyes.
Do not speak with words but analyze between the spaces,
articulate with thoughts.

Watch the looks on other people's faces
without glasses, leave no fingerprints on textured walls.
Remember sign language, speak only to yourself,
your hands under the table at busy restaurants.

Do not wear perfume.
Alternatively wear your mother's scent.
Or your eighth grade French teacher's.

Keep very still.
Read the graffiti in the grout of tiled walls.
Listen to the arguments outside your window.
"I don't need anything" the man shouts,
and you don't.

Go to the Coast,
have one last adventure.
Take his scarf out of your pocket and
smell that he loved you.
Change your name.

(Spot Literary Magazine, Spring 2008)


 

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RICHARD FEIN

The poets that have influenced RICHARD FEIN the most are those of the New York and deep images school. Whatever they do, he does the opposite. Also, those poets recommended by the living white male, general know‑it‑all literary scholars he doesn't read. This leaves him with little to read and few to emulate. Basically he gazes into a mirror and copies down his rantings and ravings. He has been published in many of the finest literary journals, such as: The Southern Review, The Northville Review, Gulf Stream Magazine, 96inc, Mississippi Review, ELF: Eclectic Literary Forum Touchstone, Windsor Review, Maverick, Sonoma Mandala Literary Review , Ellipsis, Roanoke Review, El Dorado Poetry, and many others. The University of Wisconsin's Parallel Press, demonstrated its extraordinary good taste by publishing his chapbook "The Required Accompanying Cover Letter" And let's not forget all those editors who have the perspicacity to recognize that despite the fact that many consider him to be a half wit, that half is one mother of a moiety.






LOVE POEM TO A FONDUE CHEESE DIP 

Poem to a dark lady, a mysterious Juliet 
who would make a Romeo out of me──
And yet this gently smiling woman might morph
into a dismissive vixen of verse were I to even presume. . ..
And so she remains unattainable save in my dreams.
There she is, alone, musing to herself, leaning over no balcony 
but rather o'er the hors d'oeuvre table
at this wretched black tie affair.
Oh what radiance shines by yonder cheese dip tub
as her delicate fingers plow a cracker through yellow molten goo.
Some dip drips on her silken blue dress,
while twixt her upturned nose and lipstick ruby red lips,
a pencil thin moustache of yellow cheese lingers.
And so my fair Helen of Troy humanizes into a Zelda of Brooklyn
while the walls of fortress Troy crumble
allowing this lumber headed horse's ass
to dare approach her and presume a hello.


PORCUPINE LOVERS

Males must pray for frigid mates,
or ones as indifferent as cheap-hotel whores 
staring at ceilings while watching their watches.
Arousal would bring no puckering kiss but rather goose-pimpled flesh
with hair standing on end--
modified hair, greasy, glued, keratin sealed, an ultimate bad-hair day, 
medusa-like bristles with barbs sharp as viper fangs.
If hair-raising passionate
these romantics would truly get under each other's skin 
like the toxic hickey of an asp.
But for that frigid lady there's an exquisite aphrodisiac.
Males oozing urine on her back is to her oh yes! Oh Yes! 
But there can be no hair-raising climax.
And their position is certainly not missionary,
for that's reserved for those almost hairless primates.
These rodent suitors lie on a bed of limp, slicked-back quills,
with her medieval mace-like tail stilled for the tryst.
Yet beneath the spikes and lethal tail 
lies the belly naked, vulnerable, an exposed Achilles' heel.
Coyotes, lynxes, wolverines, and wolves,
flip them over and devour.
And after, mice scurry under the indigestible quilled, hollow skin,
then move like hermit crabs under their rodent cousins' scooped out flesh 
making skin crawl.



THE STONE GATHERER

"Yet grains of sand and the cosmos of stars are finite.
Eventually there comes an end to counting,
a final sum is reached."

Cold stones on cold marbles, 
mourners mark headstones with rocks found on the ground.
It is the tradition.
Strangely every headstone here is crowned with stones, 
the ones still visited by the grieving
and the ancient markers once mourned
by mourners who, themselves, were mourned and forgotten, 
and even the tiny faded, faceless marbles standing over long ago infants
are crowned with stones. 
Someone has gathered all the nearby rocks
and placed them as mourners' stones on all surrounding grave markers.
Who,
a groundskeeper passing time
or perhaps Elijah moving under the moon and myriad stars?
I have to search for a single rock. 
I must wander a little before I find one
and return to crown my place of private grief with that pebble.
But when I finally can walk away and approach the gate,
I discover rows of headstones amid overgrown weeds, 
that are yet bare, so bare of mourners' stones.
Before leaving I find myself gathering rocks.

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Garrett Rowlan 
is a retired sub teacher. His story just appeared in Clare with others scheduled to
be published. For him, poetry is the God of Small Things, with observations and oddities that can't find a larger context.
 

SMELL OF CONCRETE


Under the garage fluorescent lights flower, pale colors pressed down by miles of steel
and cement, its surface: scrimshaw of skid marks,spoor of dripped oil between fading chevrons of parking lane markers. Underbelly of commerce, yet fresh in its scent, concrete that has never known the corrosion of sunlight or the illusion of fresh air. 
In a far corner, an electric generator hums white noise, pumping oxygen to high rooms while the empty stripes frame skids of hardened oil here in this Neptune’s grotto of faint sounds and forlorn pipes. 


SOUL ON FIRE
Dousing a fire, pouring water on coals and embers and small flames that licked the air, I watched red fade to black and its sound change from a crackle to a hiss, angry sibilant in a cauldron of brick and iron. 
Doused, it smoked, white vapors rose with the scent of fresh burn, I didn’t want the smoke detector to wail, and so I took a small shovel and carried the two coals outside. I dumped them in the driveway.

I hosed them down, and even as the sooty water rolled away, the two blocks still fumed, throwing off exhaust, plumes of a buried flame that I imagined coiled red, veins of heat. The fire had woken a deeper life. Later, I picked up the two pieces, blackened, dried, and light, airy as a soul 
on a deathbed. 


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